Give me strength, Lord!

As I am typing, I am actually feeling very nervous about the challenge that I mentioned two Saturdays ago on the 9th July post. I can't imagine that the greatest challenge that I will be facing so far will be tomorrow. The day has come, and now I feel so unprepared mentally. I have yet to visualize the whole scenerio and walk through what might be going to happen during the challenge. Seriously, I have no idea how I will be able to handle the challenge but I want to leave it to God whatever it takes to face the challenge. I know there is no turning back to back up from the challenge, and as I think about it now, I am really getting nervous. Rodney is pretty supportive but at the same time he reminded me that it is my choice. Seriously, I don't think it's my choice, and I believe that there is a purpose for me to take up such challenge and God has already confirmed it through another sister in christ. Whatever it is, I strongly believe that God will see me through since He has put me right before the challenge. I know I can make it with God's strength, and with all the prayers that surrounded me. I pray that I will not be mentally and physically defeated after the challenge, instead I will feel much stronger than I could ever handle. But still I need prayer support and may God give me strength and more strength. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen~